Ugh... What the hell do you want with my life Color Theory you're the bane of my existance. And Drawing why the fuck would I get a C oh my fucking gawd. /: I know I go by the beat of a different drummer but seriously...
UGH. UGH. UGH.
I will kick you three classes off my lawn and kick some ass this next quarter. Stupid.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
Story of a Procrastinators' Life but no so Procrastinating Actually
What I've been doing over the last days including schoolwork. Bah, I've been putting most of the schoolwork off so yeah. I still have no idea what I'm gonna do for a Color Theory project. I've first thought doing re-designs of various tarot cards for this color harmony project. The most original I would have to say would be the ideas I put down for personification of "elements" and this mermaid nautical design.
I want to find something I'll be really happy to do over the course of this weekend cause there are other things I do not want to do over the course of this weekend and that is studying for the second test for Psychology and drawing a still life I am getting so sick and tired of. It was cool the first time but after that it was just. "Why this again?"
But I'll do it anyway or at least try to prevail over these annoying mediums. Conte crayons -shakes head-.
Oh, and I still have to look over what the hell I want to do for next quarter and finish that transfer of credit portfolio and this and that.
Not to mention the bathroom is filthy as fuck and ... ugh...ugh ugh ugh UGH!
And I have the last thing to do for Rose's costume... her skirt. Hopefully I will have enough fabric. But if not there is always Chrome in casual clothing...
Oh, and the comforter I think needs to be washed and the sheets need to be washed and they're two separate loads.
And I have to make myself dinner and go to the store and oh gawd...
Welcome to real life, dumbass self... Welcome to real life...
How may I help you?
Give me a temporary duplicate to help me finish this. Kay? Thanks.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Shamelessly watching homestuck cosplay ....
And feeling quite awkward about it.
Found a dark hair on my chin and can't find it via mirror... The nail polish i got yesterday peels off easily.. And I don't really know who to draw without wanting to start another W.I.P.
And I should really get Rose's skirt done. Seriously.
Just sitting here casually and trying on the make up.
Need to really rescue those packages.
Found a dark hair on my chin and can't find it via mirror... The nail polish i got yesterday peels off easily.. And I don't really know who to draw without wanting to start another W.I.P.
And I should really get Rose's skirt done. Seriously.
Just sitting here casually and trying on the make up.
Need to really rescue those packages.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sometimes I Feel This Way About Someone When It Should Be LITTLE
"If You're Not The One"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Saturday, October 8, 2011
I know I should be doing homework but hey... Have a Playlist for my character Esther Nebelm.
You, Me, Us Part I: Esther Nebelm/ LOIAI (Land of Icicles and Illusions) Style
(1) “Broken” The Birthday Massacre
on Nothing and Nowhere
(2) “Heads Will Roll” The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
on It’s Blitz
(3) “Beyond the invisible” Enigma
on Le Roi est mort, vive le Roi!
(4) “We are the People” Empire of the Sun
on Walking on a Dream
(5) “The Path of Dreams” Weathertunes
on The Birds & The Sky
(6) “Enjoy the Silence” Lacuna Coil (Cover)
from Karmacode
(7) “Bye Bye Beautiful” Nightwish
on Dark Passion Play
(8) “Kill yourself/Backmask” Mindless Self indulgence
on Frankenstein Girls will seem strangely sexy
(9) “Ghost Love Score” Nightwish
from Once
(10) “Dashboard” Modest Mouse
on We were dead before the ship even sank
(11) “Don’t look Back (feat. Angela McCluskey)” Telepopmusik
on Angel Milk
(12) “Satellite” Guster
from Ganging up on the Sun
(13) “Shooting Star” Air Traffic
from Fractured Life
(14) “Dear Friends—Final Fantasy V” Nobuo Uematsu
from 20020220—Music from Final Fantasy
(15) “Clash on the Big Bridge—Final Fantasy VI” the Black Mages
from the Black Mages
(16) “Human” The Killers
on Day & Age
(17) “Bow Link In E Minor” Naoi Ssaion
from Out loud
(18) “What’s it for” Yoko Kanno
from Stand Alone complex volume 2
(19) “Spectrum of the Sky” Break of Reality
on Spectrum of the Sky
(20) “Let Go” Frou Frou
on Details
(21) “Searching for Satellite” ATB
on Trilogy
(22) “Clubbed to Death) Kurayamino Variation)” Rob Dougan
on Furious Angels
Friday, October 7, 2011
First Post
I'm probably gonna move all my b'aww to this journal from my livejournal. That should seem alright, right? Not really sure. Anyways, that's pretty much it as for right now.
I'm just that art student who spends most of the time on the computer when supposed to doing actual work for school and when I do it's usually at the last minute. I'm changing my ways, especially since I'm at this art school as supposed to a community college.
When I am heavily inspired to do something I concentrate on it and the quicker it's finished the happier I am. So, um that's basically it.
My musings and some of my shitty WIPs will be here.
If that's alright with you, which it should be or I'll be really pissed. And we don't want me to be pissed at all. No, not at all.
So, what's up?
I'm just that art student who spends most of the time on the computer when supposed to doing actual work for school and when I do it's usually at the last minute. I'm changing my ways, especially since I'm at this art school as supposed to a community college.
When I am heavily inspired to do something I concentrate on it and the quicker it's finished the happier I am. So, um that's basically it.
My musings and some of my shitty WIPs will be here.
If that's alright with you, which it should be or I'll be really pissed. And we don't want me to be pissed at all. No, not at all.
So, what's up?
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